Reader Comment from Lauretha about ECT

Julie,

Help me, I am so scared. It is that time again…very depressed, on medication, still feeling sick…think I need to go for ECT treatment. I am so scared of the memory loss…it is so horrible if you cannot even remember where you live…!

Please pray for me….

Lauretha

 

 

Hello Lauretha,

I’m sorry it took me so long to get back to you. I had a little run in with lithium that took me out for a few weeks.

I had ECT in 2010 and have zero regrets. It works for the majority of people who get it. The success numbers are very high. The memory loss can  be severe.  I would rather have memory loss than kill myself.  I believe in ECT as long as a person has FULLY researched what it means. It’s also essential that all family, friends and health care professionals are there to offer support.  I didn’t remember where I lived a few times. I had to call my brother to tell me where I was.  It was bad – but it has faded. The memory loss is just part of the treatment. If you can’t get better on your own through lifestyle changes and meds, ECT is realistic.

Do what it takes to get rid of the depression. It’s a terrible thing to be depressed and if you know of something that works- I say it  may be a good option.

Julie

Bipolar Disorder and sleep: I slept eight hours!

Well, eight hours of sleep is so amazing for me. I actually woke up and wanted to do a little jig. I’m what I call an undersleeper. I was actually talking with my friend Kristin yesterday- she’s the author of Bipolar and Pregnant, and we spent a long time talking about bipolar disorder and sleep. Here are all the ways bipolar and meds affect our sleep:

#1. Kristin talked about problems with Topamax. She has no idea if it affects sleep- but she’s pretty sure it affects memory. Kristin uses Lunesta to sleep.

#2. When I’m depressed, I have agitated sleep which means my brain doesn’t shut down at night. Bother! I now use Ativan to sleep.

#3. Of course, mania is the biggest problem. I rapid cycle a lot, so on the nights I can actually fall asleep normally and get 7-8 hours of rest is pretty great. Unfortunately, falling asleep without sleep meds is very rare for me.

#4 . Excessive tiredness from medications- especially some anti depressants. Whew, I used to get so tired my lips got numb and I slept 14 hours a day. I’m now on Lithium.  The tiredness is tough and I sometimes have to take a few 30 minute naps during the day.

My coauthor Dr. John Preston says that regulating sleep is the #1 way to manage the illness. How is your sleep?

It”s ok to take sleep meds if you need them. I had a real struggle with my ativan until I realized I wasn’t sleeping enough unless I used it.  So I use it.

Julie

Are You Bipolar? Unethical Drug Company Hopes So.’ An article about Seroquel and Depression

I’ve added a link to an article at the bottom of this post that asks the question: 

 “Is It Really Depression or Could It Be Bipolar Disorder?”

There are reasons I really dislike drug companies sometimes.  Have you seen the new commercials where a depressed person is asked if they need more meds to get better- and then the answer is add Abilify to your anti depressant!?

Say what? Abilify? The one used to treat PSYCHOSIS?

I believe the advertisements should be 100% required to say that this new drug ‘addition’ is a freaking anti psychotic! With huge side effects!

Then the consumer can make a choice. Depression almost killed me in 2010 and then tried hard again in 2011. Changing to new medications saved my life. 

So I am not anti meds- most people aren’t- but I am against touting meds that you don’t clearly explain. I just gained 15+ pounds on lithium- but at least I knew what I was getting in to when I started the medication.

As you know,  I am also not ANTI drug company. I just can’t stand the way they operate. It’s like using oil to heat a house, but disliking BP Oil . (AH! BP oil, et it!)

Soapbox!

Here the article on the topic: Are You Bipolar? Unethical Drug Company Hopes So.

Julie

If you want to ask a question on this topic or just say hi- please visit my Julie A. Fast Fan page on Facebook. I’m answering questions there almost daily!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Guest Blogger: Deborah DeMoss Smith talks about her new novel..

It has been a few months since I have talked to Deborah about her book.  You can read more about Deborah on the guest blog section. Light Fixtures is doing well on the Kindle and a paperback version is coming soon. If you haven’t ordered the book,  it’s a great read.
Here is my latest guest blogger Deborah DeMoss Smith- and guess what- her book is a novel is about a teenager with bipolar disorder.  Teens need to be represented!

** A note from Deborah:

I first met Julie two years ago at a writing conference. She was there to teach an e-publishing class; I was a volunteer at the Command Central Desk. Rushing up to the desk that Friday morning,  Julie asked if anyone could copy some handouts that she needed her class had already started.  I reached out, grabbed the originals and sprinted to the other side of the building. Nothing is worse than thinking you have everything ready to go and finding the opposite is true.

Julie, with her full class of aspiring writer-publishers, soon had her handouts. Later, when she returned to the desk,  I asked her how the class went and told her that I’d wanted to take the course,   but had had a conflict.  Pulling a handout from her stack,  she smiled and said, “Well, take this one,” and hurried away.

As I scanned the syllabus, I saw that she offered a free consult for writers. I emailed my application and was fortunate to be scheduled. When Julie and I met, she gave me some much-welcomed tips about e-publishing.  She then asked me about my novel. I offered that Light Fixtures was the story of a female protagonist who deals with the onset of teen bipolar. With bright eyes, Julie leaned forward and said excitedly, “What? Really?”

You must understand that at the time I knew Julie as an expert in e-publishing. I did not know that she was THE Julie Fast,  the expert in bipolar disorder. Pointing out that the novel was one of the few YA novels dealing with teen bipolar disorder,  she asked that I guest-blog about Light Fixtures.  It’s now on sale and Julie said- “Tell people about it! So many people look for information about teens and bipolar and now you have written about it!”

Light Fixtures is a coming-of-awareness novel set in the Deep South in 1963. The story features 14-year-old Aurora, who’s all about moving fast. But her fast thoughts and actions often cause those around her to shake their heads in bafflement,  especially when her spirits nosedive. Then,  in the depth of the woods behind her grandparent’s home,   life changes when she meets the mystical Mr. Hematite and his assistant,  Mr. Dragonfly. Together,  they guide her in understanding the onset of her bipolar moods and show her that as Light Fixtures,  everyone has the potential to glow with balance and brilliance.

Why did I write Light Fixtures? After writing many nonfiction works such as TV documentaries and a book on the human-animal connection,  I wished to tell a story based in truth,  yet dressed by the imagination. Other factors for my decision included growing up in northwest Louisiana,  the setting, and being familiar with bipolar mood disorder within the family.

As light fixtures are devices used to create illumination, I chose the title as a metaphor as to who Aurora and all of us are:  beings who,  no matter what our limitations – even bipolar disorder — have the ability to shine.

Light Fixtures is the first book of a YA series featuring Aurora as she deals with her emerging bipolar moods in high school and beyond.

Deborah

PS:  Hi,  it’s Julie. It was a special day for me when Light Fixtures was available on the Kindle.  I know what it takes to put out a book.

I read most of my books off the Kindle these days.  If you don’t have a Kindle,  you can download the Kindle app to any phone or tablet.  And..you can read it on your computer too!

I was born in Alabama and I had one of my first manic episodes in the hot summer of the deep south as well.  This book brought back so many memories. I know you will enjoy it.  You can also read more about Deborah at http://www.lightfixturesthebook.com/

Happy Reading!

Accepting New Family and Partner Coaching Clients

Writing books on bipolar disorder has been my career for over ten years. I enjoy writing and plan to do a lot more. (It can be a challenge when the mood swings are paying a visit, that’s for sure.)

Over two years ago, I started coaching partners and family members of people with bipolar disorder as an addition to my writing career.

I never, ever thought I would find work that I enjoy as much as I enjoy coaching. I feel at home with the parents and partners as I have been where they are- and I remain calm during the crises that many of my clients are going through while we are working together. Bipolar disorder is like a puzzle. It’s not always easy to find the right pieces on your own. It helps to have a coach as a guide.

My coaching practice has room for new clients. I take new clients about once a month-and then help them as best I can. It’s a partnership that saves relationships and often lives.

Coaching is not for everyone, but if you are concerned about your relationship with a person with bipolar disorder, it may be a good fit for you. The following link will tell you more. I look forward to talking.

Julie Fast Family and Partner Coaching

Julie

Get it Done When You’re Depressed Interview with Dolce Dolce

Hi! I was  interviewed in a publication called Dolce- Dolce about my book Get it Done When You’re Depressed. The topic is on beating the blues.  We all need tips on this topic.

Click here to read the article.

 

Julie