My Mother is Getting Minor Surgery…..

My mom is my number one champion in all that I do. She is getting a ‘minor’ surgery today. I once heard that there is no such thing as minor surgery if someone has a knife anywhere near you!

I am here at the hospital working until I will take her home. This is great in one way- I always do better when I have to stay somewhere and can’t roam around because of feeling uncomfortable and all ADHD.

In other ways, it scares me. Do you have bipolar? Have you thought of the people in your life whom you love and what would happen if they were suddenly gone? I think of this all of the time. I am not concerned about my mother today, it really is routine. But I think of how it will be if she dies. Yes, I am honest about it and use the real words and think about [ Read More ]

Waking up Irritated

Irritation is a common symptom of bipolar disorder. It’s a dangerous symptom because people do not like to be around someone who is irritated. It’s hard to notice the mood swing as irritation can be a normal part of life- unlike depression and mania. Here are some basic signs of irritation: – People are in your way and you want to push them out of the way. – Stupid things make you mad. You can’t laugh at them or brush them off- you want to DO something about them and complain to someone about them. – Road rage becomes obvious. – You have no patience for what seems like inconsequential babble from others. – You would feel better if you could kick something.

If you have any of these signs, it’s essential to recognize them and see them for what they are: symptoms of bipolar disorder. You can’t act on them. You will lose [ Read More ]

Newsletter: EMpower (True Hope) Supplements for Bipolar Disorder

I recently received a common from Alex about the over the counter mental health supplement ‘EMpower’ from the manufacturer True Hope. He wrote in response to my blog post on the potential dangers of EMpower and other such natural supplements. I have replied below.

Hi Julie,

My father killed himself when I was only two years old, after only a few weeks of manic behavior (his condition went undiagnosed at the time). Twenty years later, my sister was diagnosed with Bi-Polar disorder after a few months of insane and dangerous behavior. She spent two days in a mental institution before being released. She slept about four hours every two days, and would swing from extremely hyper to drowsy/lethargic in a matter of minutes. My family and I spent two weeks keeping her on round-the-clock suicide watch. During this period, we kept her on the proper loading dose of EMPower (which I think was something like [ Read More ]

Glenn Close on Bipolar Disorder and Schizo Affective Disorder in the family….

The Actress Glenn Close and Family Tackle the Stigma of Mental Illness.

I knew that Glenn Close’s sister Jessie has bipolar disorder. I didn’t know that Jessie’s son Calen has schizoaffective disorder. That is a lot for one family, but not uncommon at all. I’m glad to see people who are well known use their platform to say the words….

BIPOLAR DISORDER

SCHIZO AFFECTIVE DISORER

SCHIZOPHRENIA

in such an open way. Hallelujah! When I was diagnosed in 1995, most people didn’t know the term bipolar disorder, including myself!

Here is the article about Glenn Close and her family. If you are outside the states, Glenn Close is considered one of the best actresses in the US and has moved from movies to a successful television show.

Click here to read the Glen Close [ Read More ]

Bipolar Disorder and Work: Why can I work some days and then some days are so hard?

Ah, the essential question about work… why are some days so tough and then the next day you can just get up and do what needs to be done?

It’s simply the nature of the ilness. It is the main reason so many people with bipolar disorder can’t or choose not to work at a stressful job. It’s hard for us to maintain a consistent work ability day after day. The mood swings often get in the way. The secret is to find work that allows for mood swings. I know, this is hard. It’s very hard, but it’s possible.

It also helps to be ready for the mood swings and have things in place to get your work done anyway. I also make sure I use the good days to my full advantage and work as much as I can. Deadlines help me a lot. Get it Done When You’re Depressed is especially helpful [ Read More ]

Schizoaffective Disorder and Toastmasters

Dawn just sent the following question:

Hi Julie, I have decided that I will embark on a speaking career about my journey with schizoaffective disorder. Can you give me any suggestions on how to get started? Thanks, Dawn

Hi Dawn,

Absolutely! I started with Toastmasters and was in a club for two years. That is definitely where I would start. I also found it opened a new world of friendship when I was unable to work. I loved it. There are many clubs all over the world- it’s essential to pick a club that fits with your schedule and style. Here are some tips:

1. Find an established club.

2. Check to see how long current members have been there- this is often an indication of a strong club.

3. Ask how many members participate in the contests- not everyone has to do this- but speaking contests are a great way to know if [ Read More ]