I had a great time last night- I went to Eugene, Oregon for a talk sponsored by NAMI Lane County. I just can’t say enough about how great everyone was and what a pleasure it was to meet so many people.
Here is why I was able to travel and speak without getting sick like I used to:
– I was home early the night before and I went to sleep early.
– I actually had a books ready ahead of time. I don’t like merchandising- few speakers do!- but selling my books is essential when I speak.
– The event was completely planned by NAMI Lane County. I can plan or I can speak. I can’t do both. To be honest, I don’t do very well when it comes to planning, but I can always speak if an event is well structured.
I can go on and on here, but my point is that those of us with bipolar disorder CAN reach our dreams and work- as long as the situation around the work is very structured. I have made some difficult choices in the past year – such as not dating -that allow me to speak professionally. It’s a trade off for sure, but it’s working. I really believe that as I get better and my life is more structured, I will be able to date and have a relationship in the future. For now, I want to stay well enough to work!
Julie
julie. . . .we attended your speech in Eugene on last Thursday night. My daughter is having a hard time right now and any little “light” that she can see is SO important, so you can imagine how important it has been for her to be exposed to your hopeful messages, your time that you took to speak with us afterward! We bought the CD. . .haven’t had time to look at it yet, but WILL. Many thanks. becky