{"id":863,"date":"2009-09-03T19:10:25","date_gmt":"2009-09-03T19:10:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/?p=863"},"modified":"2018-05-15T10:01:14","modified_gmt":"2018-05-15T17:01:14","slug":"smiling-on-the-outside","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/smiling-on-the-outside\/","title":{"rendered":"Smiling on the outside&#8230;&#8230;.."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have written something like this many times in terms of bipolar disorder depression- but this time it&#8217;s physical! I broke my toe five weeks ago and it should be healed by now. Well, guess what!<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m amazed at how pain affects a person&#8217;s ability to work. Have you experienced something similar? I see a surgeon soon- I am also going to my acupuncturist tomorrow night.<\/p>\n<p>When I feel that rise of hysteria inside my body, I think to myself. It is all going to be fine and what&#8217;s most important is that you&#8217;re very stable.\u00a0 That will get you through this! I have dealt with bipolar disorder mood swings since age 17. I can deal with a broken toe. That is what I say to myself!<\/p>\n<p>If you search under the word toe you will see my xray!<\/p>\n<p>I hope your physical health is well.<\/p>\n<p>Work is going so well, I won&#8217;t let anything get me down!<\/p>\n<p>Julie <img loading=\"lazy\" width=\"435\" height=\"336\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-864\" title=\"broken_toe\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/broken_toe.jpg\" alt=\"broken_toe\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/broken_toe.jpg 435w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/broken_toe-300x231.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 435px) 100vw, 435px\" \/><\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have written something like this many times in terms of bipolar disorder depression- but this time it&#8217;s physical! I broke my toe five weeks ago and it should be healed by now. Well, guess what!<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m amazed at how pain affects a person&#8217;s ability to work. Have you experienced something similar? I see a surgeon soon- I am also going to my acupuncturist tomorrow night.<\/p>\n<p>When I feel that rise of hysteria inside my body, I think to myself. It is all going to be fine and what&#8217;s most important is that you&#8217;re very stable. That will get you through this! I have dealt with bipolar disorder mood swings since age 17. I can deal with a broken toe. That is what I say to myself!<\/p>\n<p>If you search under the word toe you will see my xray!<\/p>\n<p>I hope your physical health is well.<\/p>\n<p>Work is going so well, I won&#8217;t let anything <a href=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/smiling-on-the-outside\/\">[ Read More ]<\/a><!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/863"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=863"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/863\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11948,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/863\/revisions\/11948"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=863"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=863"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=863"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}