{"id":363,"date":"2008-08-31T17:36:26","date_gmt":"2008-08-31T17:36:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/2008\/08\/31\/bipolar-disorder-in-the-early-morning\/"},"modified":"2018-05-15T10:02:11","modified_gmt":"2018-05-15T17:02:11","slug":"bipolar-disorder-in-the-early-morning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/bipolar-disorder-in-the-early-morning\/","title":{"rendered":"Bipolar Disorder in the Early Morning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When I wake up in the morning I can always tell- immediately- what mood I\u2019m in. I either have a thought or just an overwhelming feeling about what I will face during the day. <\/p>\n<p>When I wake up depressed, I have the thought, \u201cThere\u2019s no point to my life.\u201d <\/p>\n<p>When I wake up manic- if I managed to sleep enough at all! I have the thought, \u201cAll right! I\u2019m going to get so much done today!\u201d <\/p>\n<p>The depressive thoughts are more like a flood or terrible emotion- they can cloud my day all day if I let them. <\/p>\n<p>The manic thoughts are like a blast of sunlight and I spring out of my bed like an athlete. <\/p>\n<p>I use this time of the day to gauge my mood before I even leave my room. I have to be that self aware. If it\u2019s depression, I say to myself, \u201cOk Julie. It\u2019s here. Now let\u2019s do something about it. You WILL feel better when you go to bed tonight.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>If it\u2019s mania, I say to myself, \u201cBe careful today Julie.  Channel this to working, not to partying.\u201d <\/p>\n<p>Of course, my favorite way to wake up is with no odd thoughts at all. I just get out of bed and get on with my day. <\/p>\n<p>Julie <\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I wake up in the morning I can always tell- immediately- what mood I\u2019m in. I either have a thought or just an overwhelming feeling about what I will face during the day. <\/p>\n<p>When I wake up depressed, I have the thought, \u201cThere\u2019s no point to my life.\u201d <\/p>\n<p>When I wake up manic- if I managed to sleep enough at all! I have the thought, \u201cAll right! I\u2019m going to get so much done today!\u201d <\/p>\n<p>The depressive thoughts are more like a flood or terrible emotion- they can cloud my day all day if I let them. <\/p>\n<p>The manic thoughts are like a blast of sunlight and I spring out of my bed like an athlete. <\/p>\n<p>I use this time of the day to gauge my mood before I even leave my room. I have to be that self aware. If it\u2019s depression, I say to myself, \u201cOk Julie. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/bipolar-disorder-in-the-early-morning\/\">[ Read More ]<\/a><!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/363"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=363"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/363\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12210,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/363\/revisions\/12210"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=363"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=363"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=363"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}