{"id":191,"date":"2008-05-29T15:52:44","date_gmt":"2008-05-29T15:52:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/2008\/05\/29\/bipolar-depression\/"},"modified":"2018-05-15T10:02:17","modified_gmt":"2018-05-15T17:02:17","slug":"bipolar-depression","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/bipolar-depression\/","title":{"rendered":"Bipolar Depression"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m Miserably Unhappy<\/p>\n<p>I woke up with this thought the other day- I\u2019m miserably unhappy. Just great. Things have been going so well, and then the depression thoughts started to creep in. The first one was \u2013 Everyone in Portland is doing fun things. I had this thought as I was WALKING TO A DINNER PARTY! Then I got the feeling that I would never be rewarded for all of my hard work. Finally, I had a down swing yesterday that lasted a few hours.<\/p>\n<p>So, the signs were there. I was ready for the downswing as it was obviously on its way!<\/p>\n<p>I hate them.\u00a0 They are especially hard to take when things have been going well.<\/p>\n<p>I have an illness and I can never forget that. If I remember it always, I can prepare and not be so shocked when I get sick.<\/p>\n<p>Julie<\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m Miserably Unhappy<\/p>\n<p>I woke up with this thought the other day- I\u2019m miserably unhappy. Just great. Things have been going so well, and then the depression thoughts started to creep in. The first one was \u2013 Everyone in Portland is doing fun things. I had this thought as I was WALKING TO A DINNER PARTY! Then I got the feeling that I would never be rewarded for all of my hard work. Finally, I had a down swing yesterday that lasted a few hours.<\/p>\n<p>So, the signs were there. I was ready for the downswing as it was obviously on its way!<\/p>\n<p>I hate them. They are especially hard to take when things have been going well.<\/p>\n<p>I have an illness and I can never forget that. If I remember it always, I can prepare and not be so shocked when I get sick.<\/p>\n<p>Julie<\/p>\n<p> <!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/191"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=191"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/191\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12270,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/191\/revisions\/12270"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=191"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=191"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=191"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}