{"id":12669,"date":"2019-02-03T12:31:53","date_gmt":"2019-02-03T20:31:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/?p=12669"},"modified":"2019-02-03T12:31:53","modified_gmt":"2019-02-03T20:31:53","slug":"help-for-anxiety-during-big-events","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/help-for-anxiety-during-big-events\/","title":{"rendered":"Help for Anxiety during Big Events"},"content":{"rendered":"
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What <\/span>#anxiety<\/span><\/span> and <\/span>#OCD<\/span><\/span> feel like and how we can manage these symptoms. People with <\/span>#bipolar<\/span><\/span> can have these symptoms when <\/span>#manic<\/span><\/span> or <\/span>#deprressed<\/span><\/span>, but if we have them when stable, they are a separate anxiety problem that is not connected to bipolar. Today, I’ll tell the story of how I handle my severe event anxiety- as a person who markets events as part of my job! <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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I will start with a story. It’s the Super Bowl today. I did the marketing for my side job and we have had a lot of attention at the pub where I work. It’s a soccer bar <\/span>⚽️<\/span><\/span>⚽️<\/span><\/span>⚽️<\/span><\/span> and we still got mention in the media as a great place to watch the Super Bowl. I and the owner, who is a wonderful work partner did a great job of marketing. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Because of this, I started to get worried that I WOULD NOT HAVE A TABLE FOR MYSELF, MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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These thoughts started three days ago and would not stop. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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“Julie, you are going to get there and every single table will be taken and you will have two stand and there will be no tables and your friends will have to stand and you will not have fun and your back will hurt and you will not have a good time and you need to make sure you have a table and…<\/span>😲<\/span><\/span>😲<\/span><\/span>😲<\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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..you get the idea. This is called OBSESSING. It is the O in Ocd. I hate it. This obsessing has been in my life since my late teens. I don’t remember it arriving until I was about 18. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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My Health Cards (the system I use to chart my symptoms) are filled with lists of what my anxious mind says to me when I have to go to an event and I am worried about a seat. It was so bad for many years that events were ruined and eventually I stopped going. It’s important to note that this is an illness and my thoughts are the symptoms. My thoughts have not changed in 30 years. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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It is my goal and my job to work around my anxiety symptoms so that I can get on with life and go to events. I want to share with you how I handle this terrible and often life wrecking anxiety so that I can go out and do things like a regular person. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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1. I ASK FOR SPECIFIC HELP: I have allies. I simply have to tell people about these symptoms and ask for help. The kind and amazing owner of the pub where I market is understanding. I can tell her the truth. I say, “This makes no sense, but as always happens, my worries about having a seat are getting in the way of my sleep and my ability to enjoy marketing the Super Bowl. Can I please reserve a table at noon so that I can come early and calm down?” <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Of course she said yes. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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But my brain, my ridiculous OCD brain doesn’t care. This started…<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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“She is out of town and no one at the pub will remember what to do. Julie, you are going to get there and all of the tables will be filled and you will not have a table and you will have to fight with someone and say- but it was reserved for me! I am not lying and then everyone will be upset… and”<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Really! This is so freaking ridiculous. But, it is what my brain does, so I texted my patient boss again and said, “I am confirming that I will be there at noon.” She knows me and said, “Julie, the staff knows you are coming and the table will be reserved.” <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Please know that none of this was weird. I simply stated what I needed once and then to calm myself a bit more, I asked again and then I let it go. I don’t need more than two assurances. That is not normal and not good for relationships. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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My first piece of advice if you go through this as well is to yes, ask for help and ask for reassurance, but not more than twice. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Twice is ENOUGH. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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People can’t assure you more than twice and it’s not natural to keep asking someone something they have already told you. With step one out of the way, it is now time for me to take over and deal with the Ocd myself. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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2. I USE COGNITIVE BEHAVIORAL THERAPY TECHNIQUES: CBT works very well with anxiety. I use it every minute while dealing with the obsessive thinking. ALL obsessions are answered back in my brain with reasonable FACTS. I love the work of David Burns. His book Feeling Good: The New Mood Therapy changed my life. Here is how it works. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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My brain in a loop: “Julie, there will be people at the table and you will have to fight them to get your place!” <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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My CBT response: “Julie, you just looked at the schedule for the pub. There is nothing happening at noon and no one comes to a Super Bowl party three hours in advance. You will simply have to trust that the people who know that you are coming have put up a reserved spot. Even if there are a million people there, it is a pub and people respect Reserved signs. So, say no to these thoughts. They are not based in any reality. And even if they were, have you ever not had a seat? The answer is no. You will always find a place to sit. You always do. Your brain is not being reasonable.”<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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This goes on all day. I counter act every single unreasonable thought about this seating situation. And by the way- if you are laughing at how dumb all of this is, I agree. From the outside looking in, anxiety is incredibly DUMB. But oh, please believe me, it is feels so real and we have to fight it or it will take over. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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3. I FOCUS ON SLEEP: Anxiety is a sleep wrecker. Last night, I truly wanted to sleep without using so many sleep meds, but it was not a good night to try this. I simply could not sleep. So at 2 AM, I finally took my meds. I wasn’t thinking clearly. I know that this kind of anxiety will rob me of sleep and I truly should have just taken my regular sleep meds. I can try tonight to sleep without my meds. This meant I had to sleep in and I missed a soccer match I really wanted to watch. That is the trade off for health. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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4. I GO EARLY: There is nothing wrong with getting to a place early if it’s possible. It calms the nerves and lets you be at peace before an event starts. I do NOT ask others to come early with me. This is my battle to fight. (Yes, I use these terms, others might say something like this is my path to follow or my mind to calm! I FIGHT!) I get here early and work if I can and I talk with people and I have my table and all will be well. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Nothing about anxiety is normal in the big picture world we have to live in. Anxiety is a small, tight, ball of obsession that gets in our brain and prevents us from living our lives. Using this system works well for me. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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1. Ask for help, <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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2. Use CBT all day. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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3. Focus on sleep. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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4. Go early. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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It is not always possible, but in most situations it works. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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If anxiety is keeping you from living life, please get help. Your family, pets, coworkers and health care professionals want you to get out in the world. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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You will know if your anxiety is trigger by an event if the anxiety is completely gone once you are safely at the event and then the anxiety thoughts about the event are gone once the event is done. Anxiety is an illness. It can be managed, treated and prevented. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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