{"id":12580,"date":"2018-11-06T18:01:35","date_gmt":"2018-11-07T02:01:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/?p=12580"},"modified":"2018-11-06T18:01:35","modified_gmt":"2018-11-07T02:01:35","slug":"bipolar-disorder-is-not-pretty","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/bipolar-disorder-is-not-pretty\/","title":{"rendered":"Bipolar Disorder is Not Pretty"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"pm5f-0-0\">\n<div data-offset-key=\"pm5f-0-0\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-12584 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-anxious--225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-anxious--225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-anxious--768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-anxious--113x150.jpg 113w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-anxious--400x533.jpg 400w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-anxious-.jpg 960w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-12581 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Anxiety-2018--225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Anxiety-2018--225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Anxiety-2018--113x150.jpg 113w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Anxiety-2018--400x533.jpg 400w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Anxiety-2018-.jpg 480w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/div>\n<div data-offset-key=\"pm5f-0-0\">\u00a0<img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-12583 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-manic-2017-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-manic-2017-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-manic-2017-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-manic-2017-113x150.jpg 113w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-manic-2017-400x533.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-12582 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-Depresssion-oct-2018--225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-Depresssion-oct-2018--225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-Depresssion-oct-2018--768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-Depresssion-oct-2018--113x150.jpg 113w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-Depresssion-oct-2018--400x533.jpg 400w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-Depresssion-oct-2018-.jpg 1512w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/div>\n<div data-offset-key=\"pm5f-0-0\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"pm5f-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"pm5f-0-0\">This is what a <\/span><span class=\"_5zk7\" spellcheck=\"false\" data-offset-key=\"pm5f-1-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"pm5f-1-0\">#bipolar<\/span><\/span><span data-offset-key=\"pm5f-2-0\"> looks like. This is what illness looks like. I am not like this when stable. I couldn&#8217;t make these faces naturally if I tried. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"4o0kg-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"4o0kg-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"4o0kg-0-0\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"72qdt-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"72qdt-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"72qdt-0-0\">Panic attack <\/span><span class=\"_5zk7\" spellcheck=\"false\" data-offset-key=\"72qdt-1-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"72qdt-1-0\">#anxiety<\/span><\/span><span data-offset-key=\"72qdt-2-0\">, <\/span><span class=\"_5zk7\" spellcheck=\"false\" data-offset-key=\"72qdt-3-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"72qdt-3-0\">#dysphoric<\/span><\/span> <span class=\"_5zk7\" spellcheck=\"false\" data-offset-key=\"72qdt-5-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"72qdt-5-0\">#mania<\/span><\/span><span data-offset-key=\"72qdt-6-0\">, <\/span><span class=\"_5zk7\" spellcheck=\"false\" data-offset-key=\"72qdt-7-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"72qdt-7-0\">#euphoric<\/span><\/span><span data-offset-key=\"72qdt-8-0\"> mania and extreme <\/span><span class=\"_5zk7\" spellcheck=\"false\" data-offset-key=\"72qdt-9-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"72qdt-9-0\">#depression<\/span><\/span><span data-offset-key=\"72qdt-10-0\">. It&#8217;s not pretty. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"6c7e3-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"6c7e3-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"6c7e3-0-0\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"2gj6u-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"2gj6u-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"2gj6u-0-0\">When I am sick with bipolar, I must stop everything to end the bipolar before I make ANY decisions. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"8gev5-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"8gev5-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"8gev5-0-0\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"132ut-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"132ut-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"132ut-0-0\">I must stop the bipolar before I get upset by what someone says or does. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"dqpc7-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"dqpc7-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"dqpc7-0-0\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"730m5-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"730m5-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"730m5-0-0\">I must stop the bipolar before I spend money, change my job, leave a new relationship, start a new relationship or make any big life decisions. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"fqjk9-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"fqjk9-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"fqjk9-0-0\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"8e7aa-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"8e7aa-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"8e7aa-0-0\">If you want to get better, treat bipolar first. If you don&#8217;t treat bipolar first, the decisions you make when you are this sick can ruin your life in an instant and you will struggle what you once had back. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"6u9ac-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"6u9ac-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"6u9ac-0-0\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"3d4ci-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"3d4ci-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"3d4ci-0-0\">Read <a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Take-Charge-Bipolar-Disorder-Stability\/dp\/0446697613\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Take Charge of Bipolar Disorder<\/a> first and then move to the Health Cards. If you are a partner, read <a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Loving-Someone-Bipolar-Disorder-Understanding\/dp\/1608822192\/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&amp;qid=&amp;sr=\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Loving Someone with Bipolar Disorder<\/a> and then Take Charge. You can also join me on <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/groups\/TheStableBed\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span class=\"_247o\" spellcheck=\"false\" data-offset-key=\"3d4ci-1-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"3d4ci-1-0\">The Stable Bed<\/span><\/span><\/a><span data-offset-key=\"3d4ci-2-0\">. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"5uvg2-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"5uvg2-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"5uvg2-0-0\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"5itae-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"5itae-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"5itae-0-0\">If you are a family member, start with Take Charge and move to the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/health-cards\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Health Cards<\/a>. Read Loving for more plans. Join me on <\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/groups\/StableTable\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span class=\"_247o\" spellcheck=\"false\" data-offset-key=\"5itae-1-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"5itae-1-0\">The Stable Table<\/span><\/span><\/a><span data-offset-key=\"5itae-2-0\">.<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div data-offset-key=\"5itae-0-0\"><\/div>\n<div data-offset-key=\"5itae-0-0\">Read <a href=\"https:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Get-Done-When-Youre-Depressed\/dp\/1592577067\/ref=pd_sim_b2b_4?_encoding=UTF8&amp;pd_rd_i=1592577067&amp;pd_rd_r=86c27b5d-e230-11e8-9631-e3e0905aaaad&amp;pd_rd_w=Ri3dA&amp;pd_rd_wg=J4Zy8&amp;pf_rd_i=desktop-dp-sims&amp;pf_rd_m=ATVPDKIKX0DER&amp;pf_rd_p=0b6f8745-66e2-4766-8b44-154b13ee4892&amp;pf_rd_r=J8J92558N0J79K3QN871&amp;pf_rd_s=desktop-dp-sims&amp;pf_rd_t=40701&amp;psc=1&amp;refRID=J8J92558N0J79K3QN871\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Get it Done When You&#8217;re Depressed<\/a> and get yourself or a loved one out of the house and back into the world.<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"58sdv-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"58sdv-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"58sdv-0-0\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"a80uu-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"a80uu-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"a80uu-0-0\">I am sick almost every day and I have a strong management plan. Without my plan, I would not be here. <\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"kh78-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"kh78-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"kh78-0-0\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"dbqp9-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"dbqp9-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"dbqp9-0-0\">Let&#8217;s manage this illness together. \u00a0Many of my books are in the library and are available used on Amazon.\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"ahlip-0-0\">\n<div class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"ahlip-0-0\"><span data-offset-key=\"ahlip-0-0\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"\" data-block=\"true\" data-editor=\"229dl\" data-offset-key=\"fd6la-0-0\">\n<h1 class=\"_1mf _1mj\" data-offset-key=\"fd6la-0-0\"><em><strong><span style=\"color: #800080;\" data-offset-key=\"fd6la-0-0\">Julie <\/span><\/strong><\/em><\/h1>\n<\/div>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p> <img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-12584 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-anxious--225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-anxious--225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-anxious--768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-anxious--113x150.jpg 113w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-anxious--400x533.jpg 400w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-anxious-.jpg 960w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-12581 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Anxiety-2018--225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Anxiety-2018--225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Anxiety-2018--113x150.jpg 113w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Anxiety-2018--400x533.jpg 400w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Anxiety-2018-.jpg 480w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-12583 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-manic-2017-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-manic-2017-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-manic-2017-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-manic-2017-113x150.jpg 113w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-manic-2017-400x533.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-12582 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-Depresssion-oct-2018--225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-Depresssion-oct-2018--225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-Depresssion-oct-2018--768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-Depresssion-oct-2018--113x150.jpg 113w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-Depresssion-oct-2018--400x533.jpg 400w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-Depresssion-oct-2018-.jpg 1512w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/> This is what a #bipolar looks like. This is what illness looks like. I am not like this when stable. I couldn&#8217;t make these faces naturally if I tried. Panic attack #anxiety, #dysphoric #mania, #euphoric mania and extreme #depression. It&#8217;s not pretty. When I am sick with bipolar, I must stop everything to end the bipolar before I make ANY <a href=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/bipolar-disorder-is-not-pretty\/\">[ Read More ]<\/a><!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12584,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[],"tags":[387],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12580"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12580"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12580\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12585,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12580\/revisions\/12585"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/12584"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12580"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12580"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12580"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}