{"id":12353,"date":"2018-07-11T11:06:15","date_gmt":"2018-07-11T18:06:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/?p=12353"},"modified":"2018-07-09T11:08:27","modified_gmt":"2018-07-09T18:08:27","slug":"screw-it-all-bipolar-and-feeling-awful","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/screw-it-all-bipolar-and-feeling-awful\/","title":{"rendered":"Screw it All! Bipolar and Feeling Awful"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Screw it all…. a dangerous mood swing that I can’t let into my life.<\/p>\n

I write about this in my first book Bipolar Happens!<\/a><\/p>\n

I sometimes have a mood swing that tells me to SCREW IT ALL! It’s an aggressive and very physical feeling that makes me want to propel my body across a room and run into something. I feel very uncomfortable physically and my brain is very unsettled. The only word we have for it is dysphoric mania, but it’s not really mania as I am actually tired. Maybe we could call it…<\/p>\n

NEGATIVE BODY ENERGY AFFECT<\/p>\n

Here is how I deal with it.<\/p>\n

I don’t listen to my brain when it says SCREW IT ALL. That is not how I feel. I like life and I want to have a good life.<\/p>\n

I sleep.<\/p>\n

I take my lithium orotate.<\/p>\n

Do you get this restless- upset- physically uncomfortable feeling?<\/p>\n

Julie<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/h1>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/p>\n

Screw it all…. a dangerous mood swing that I can’t let into my life.<\/p>\n

I write about this in my first book Bipolar Happens!<\/a><\/p>\n

I sometimes have a mood swing that tells me to SCREW IT ALL! It’s an aggressive and very physical feeling that makes me want to propel my body across a room and run into something. I feel very uncomfortable physically and my brain is very unsettled. The only word we have for it is dysphoric mania, but it’s not really mania as I am actually tired. Maybe we could call it…<\/p>\n

NEGATIVE BODY ENERGY AFFECT<\/p>\n

Here is how I deal with it.<\/p>\n

I don’t listen to my brain when it says SCREW IT ALL. That is not how I feel. I like life and I want to have a [ Read More ]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12354,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[],"tags":[212],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12353"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12353"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12353\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12355,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12353\/revisions\/12355"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/12354"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12353"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12353"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12353"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}