{"id":10714,"date":"2017-10-17T14:45:11","date_gmt":"2017-10-17T21:45:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/?p=10714"},"modified":"2018-05-15T09:55:57","modified_gmt":"2018-05-15T16:55:57","slug":"i-have-a-case-of-bipolar-envy-what-about-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/i-have-a-case-of-bipolar-envy-what-about-you\/","title":{"rendered":"I have a case of #bipolar envy? What about you?"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2 style=\"text-align: center;\">What if the Sun Doesn\u2019t Come Out Tomorrow? Thoughts on Chronic Bipolar Disorder- A BP Magazine Blog from Julie A. Fast<\/h2>\n<div id=\"attachment_10715\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1.jpg\"><img aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-10715\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-10715\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1-768x511.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1-1024x681.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1-400x266.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-10715\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">\u00a02012 JIM LEE PHOTO<\/p><\/div>\n<div class=\"elements-box clearfix\">\n<p class=\"p1\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span class=\"s1\">Dealing with \u2018bipolar envy\u2019 when watching celebs with bipolar disorder jet set and live their lives.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>I love writing for Bp Magazine. \u00a0In this edition, I write about my bipolar envy and how I wish I were like the celebrities who seem to have bipolar and yet are still able to jet set around the world- ignore triggers- drink and live it up and still be stable. HMMM.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>From the Bp Magazine for Bipolar blog:<\/p>\n<p>I have a massive case of bipolar envy. \u00a0I\u2019ve heard of people who get really sick and then find a medication that works and they never get sick again. Some people go YEARS between mood swings.\u00a0 Others can have full time jobs and lead relatively normal lives after a bipolar disorder diagnosis. \u00a0These people exist. I have heard of them, but wow, this is not the bipolar disorder<a href=\"http:\/\/www.bphope.com\/types-of-bipolar\/\">\u00a0<\/a>I know.<\/p>\n<p>My bipolar is chronic. It\u2019s every day. \u00a0I feel like I walk on the edge between being stable and being sick from the minute I wake up until I finally fall asleep in a Melatonin haze. Please know this doesn\u2019t mean I\u2019m unhappy and it doesn\u2019t mean I don\u2019t get on with my life, but the concept of a life without daily bipolar disorder symptoms is currently just a dream in my world.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>It took me many years to come to terms with the concept that I have a very serious mental illness.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I am in the SMI (Serious Mental Illness) category and without my management plan, I would be in the hospital regularly. \u00a0Maybe this makes me different from others with bipolar, which is why I feel so envious to read of those who aren\u2019t freaking gobsmacked by mood swings almost every single day&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.bphope.com\/blog\/what-if-the-sun-doesnt-come-out-tomorrow-thoughts-on-chronic-bipolar-disorder\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Click here to read the rest of the article on the www.BpHope.com website.\u00a0<\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-bp-truck1-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-10716 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-bp-truck1-1-300x184.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"184\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-bp-truck1-1-300x184.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-bp-truck1-1-768x472.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-bp-truck1-1-1024x630.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-bp-truck1-1-150x92.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/Julie-bp-truck1-1-400x246.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What if the Sun Doesn\u2019t Come Out Tomorrow? Thoughts on Chronic Bipolar Disorder- A BP Magazine Blog from Julie A. Fast <a href=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1.jpg\"><img aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-10715\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-10715\" src=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1-768x511.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1-1024x681.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1-150x100.jpg 150w, https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/annie-1-400x266.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p id=\"caption-attachment-10715\" class=\"wp-caption-text\"> 2012 JIM LEE PHOTO<\/p>\n<p class=\"p1\" style=\"text-align: center;\">Dealing with \u2018bipolar envy\u2019 when watching celebs with bipolar disorder jet set and live their lives.<\/p>\n<p>I love writing for Bp Magazine. In this edition, I write about my bipolar envy and how I wish I were like the celebrities who seem to have bipolar and yet are still able to jet set around the world- ignore triggers- drink and live it up and still be stable. HMMM.<\/p>\n<p>From the Bp Magazine for Bipolar blog:<\/p>\n<p>I have a massive case of bipolar envy. I\u2019ve heard of people who get really sick and then find a medication that works and they <a href=\"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/i-have-a-case-of-bipolar-envy-what-about-you\/\">[ Read More ]<\/a><!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on get_the_excerpt --><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10714"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10714"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10714\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10717,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10714\/revisions\/10717"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10714"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10714"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bipolarhappens.com\/bhblog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10714"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}