I feel like I am on a new planet. And
it is a friendly planet. I no longer feel
attacked and persecuted. Life is not out
to get me on this planet. I get things
done and I like what I do. It is fun here!
I feel joy when I do the things I love
instead of the insecurity and paranoia
I felt before. I am no longer a slave
to the feelings and words of failure.
In fact, there is no failure on this planet.
There is only doing your best. Can you
imagine a world like this? A world where
people are friendly and not out to get
you. A world where accomplishments are
possible, simply because you are free
to try new things without the head police
telling you that you will fail and be
miserable for the rest of your life because
you are a failure to the core. Oh what
a difference. What a beautiful supportive
world I inhabit today. I have meaning
in this world. This planet supports me
because I am alive and I am beautiful.
I am doing my best and loving life because
I am now allowed to be all that I want
to be. I am no longer in chains. There
are no mind prisons here. There are no
demons following me around with their
nasty comments and death threats. I am
safe here. There are supportive people
here. I have a chance in this world, just
like anyone else. There is no daily trial
for a crime I did not commit. There is
no crying for no reason. Pain in this
world has a reason. It happens for a reason
instead of simply being the arbitrary
feeling for the day. On this planet I
am watered daily like a beautiful rose,
ready to bloom. I like it here and I think
I am going to stay.